on her computer like she never for like she would look at me every so often however most likely 97 of the time she was searching in another instructions …Shane Better Help…which didn’t really make me seem like i was harmed or being listened to therefore she you understand was also like on her phone and simply i do not know it just was actually strange now better hope they they only make use of certified therapists therefore i had looked this uh looked her up because i simply wanted to make sure whatever was legitimate and it was um but the um you know how they say you know like bedside manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i do not actually know what it would be phone side coach video side manner i don’t understand therapy side way heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t really feel as if i the something that i wished to do most like i stated was a video alternative i didn’t truly feel as if that was the greatest match of my therapist now we did have truly you know thorough discussion however um there existed were long times when i would say particular things and
she would respond with something that was like super random or in some cases she was you know respond to what i stated or like i don’t know it just didn’t seem like she was incredibly present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform therefore when you are registering for a therapist you have to complete like this questionnaire and they appoint you to somebody therefore i submitted the survey again um and it you have to go into you understand well i entered into depth on my scenario therefore that didn’t actually feel excellent to have to go through that process all over again um however i resembled whatever so that new therapist got appointed to me and after that she sent me a message that said you really ought to be searching for somebody who specializes in this i would encourage you to alter your supplier so then i had to fill up out the um questionnaire again go through that whole injury of filling it out once again and after that i was appointed to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist however she still was responsive adequate and so then i signed up for a video for Shane Better Help
so it cost me 272 dollars which was with the financial aid um and the the one thing that i really truly enjoyed about um better help was the reality that i could speak with my therapist at any point and so that’s what i began doing i was i was speaking to my therapist non-stop through text so we were texting back and forth talking with her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video choice and so when i did that um the chemistry and the connection and all of the important things that i seemed like we developed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.