on her computer like she never ever for like she would look at me every so often but most likely 97 of the time she was looking in another direction …Better Help.Comm…and that didn’t actually make me feel like i was hurt or being listened to and so she you understand was also like on her phone and just i don’t know it simply was truly weird now better hope they they only use certified therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up due to the fact that i simply wished to make sure whatever was legitimate and it was um but the um you know how they state you understand like bedside good manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i do not really understand what it would be phone side coach video side manner i don’t know therapy side way heard way didn’t work for me um and so like i said i i didn’t actually feel as if i the something that i wished to do most like i stated was a video choice i didn’t truly feel as if that was the greatest match of my therapist now we did have really you understand thorough discussion but um there were there were long times when i would say specific things and
she would respond with something that resembled extremely random or in some cases she was you know respond to what i stated or like i don’t know it just didn’t appear like she was extremely present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the much better health platform therefore when you are registering for a therapist you need to complete like this questionnaire and they designate you to somebody and so i filled out the survey once again um and it you have to go into you know well i went into depth on my circumstance and so that didn’t truly feel great to have to go through that process all over again um however i was like whatever so that new therapist got appointed to me and then she sent me a message that said you really ought to be trying to find somebody who specializes in this i would encourage you to change your provider so then i needed to refill out the um survey once again go through that entire injury of filling it out again and then i was appointed to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist but she still was responsive enough and so then i registered for a video for Better Help.Comm
so it cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial assistance um and the the one thing that i truly really enjoyed about um better assistance was the truth that i might talk with my therapist at any point and so that’s what i began doing i was i was speaking with my therapist non-stop through text so we were texting backward and forward talking with her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video choice therefore when i did that um the chemistry and the rapport and all of the important things that i felt like we developed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.