on her computer like she never ever for like she would take a look at me every now and then however probably 97 of the time she was searching in another direction …Better Help Call…which didn’t truly make me seem like i was harmed or being listened to therefore she you understand was also like on her phone and just i don’t understand it simply was truly weird now better hope they they only use certified therapists and so i had actually looked this uh looked her up because i just wished to ensure everything was legit and it was um but the um you know how they state you understand like bedside good manners like with doctors i didn’t um i don’t truly understand what it would be phone side mentor video side way i don’t understand treatment side manner heard manner didn’t work for me um and so like i stated i i didn’t truly feel as if i the one thing that i wanted to do most like i said was a video alternative i didn’t really feel as if that was the strongest suit of my therapist now we did have actually you know extensive conversation however um there existed were long times when i would state specific things and
she would respond with something that was like incredibly random or often she was you know respond to what i said or like i do not understand it simply didn’t appear like she was very present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are registering for a therapist you have to complete like this survey and they appoint you to somebody and so i filled out the questionnaire again um and it you need to go into you know well i went into depth on my circumstance and so that didn’t truly feel excellent to need to go through that procedure all over again um but i was like whatever so that new therapist got assigned to me and then she sent me a message that said you actually ought to be looking for someone who specializes in this i would motivate you to alter your company so then i had to fill up out the um survey once again go through that entire trauma of filling it out again and after that i was assigned to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist however she still was responsive enough and so then i signed up for a video for Better Help Call
so it cost me 272 dollars which was with the financial aid um and the the something that i truly really enjoyed about um better help was the reality that i might talk with my therapist at any point and so that’s what i began doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text so we were texting backward and forward talking with her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i decided that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video choice and so when i did that um the rapport and the chemistry and all of the things that i seemed like we developed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.