on her computer system like she never for like she would take a look at me from time to time but probably 97 of the time she was looking in another direction …Better Help Beautiful Anonymous…and that didn’t actually make me feel like i was hurt or being listened to therefore she you know was also like on her phone and just i don’t know it just was truly strange now better hope they they just utilize certified therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up because i simply wanted to ensure everything was legitimate and it was um but the um you understand how they state you understand like bedside manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i do not really know what it would be phone side coach video side manner i do not know treatment side way heard manner didn’t work for me um and so like i stated i i didn’t really feel as if i the one thing that i wanted to do most like i said was a video option i didn’t truly feel as if that was the greatest fit of my therapist now we did have actually you know extensive conversation however um there were there were long times when i would say specific things and
she would react with something that resembled very random or in some cases she was you know respond to what i said or like i do not know it just didn’t seem like she was super present um so i got a new therapist through the much better health platform therefore when you are signing up for a therapist you need to fill out like this survey and they appoint you to somebody therefore i submitted the survey once again um and it you have to go into you understand well i went into depth on my scenario and so that didn’t actually feel great to need to go through that procedure all over once again um however i resembled whatever so that new therapist got appointed to me and after that she sent me a message that said you really need to be searching for someone who concentrates on this i would encourage you to change your service provider so then i had to fill up out the um questionnaire once again go through that whole trauma of filling it out again and then i was assigned to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist but she still was responsive enough and so then i signed up for a video for Better Help Beautiful Anonymous
It cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial help um and the the one thing that i actually really taken pleasure in about um better help was the reality that i might talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i started doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i decided that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video option and so when i did that um the rapport and the chemistry and all of the things that i felt like we built just wasn’t there and i didn’t.