on her computer system like she never for like she would look at me every once in a while however most likely 97 of the time she was looking in another instructions …Better Help Anonymous…which didn’t actually make me feel like i was harmed or being listened to therefore she you understand was likewise like on her phone and simply i don’t know it just was actually weird now better hope they they just utilize licensed therapists and so i had actually looked this uh looked her up since i simply wanted to make certain whatever was legit and it was um but the um you know how they say you know like bedside manners like with physicians i didn’t um i do not actually know what it would be phone side mentor video side way i do not know therapy side manner heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i stated i i didn’t really feel as if i the something that i wanted to do most like i stated was a video alternative i didn’t actually feel as if that was the strongest fit of my therapist now we did have truly you know extensive conversation but um there existed were some times when i would state certain things and
she would respond with something that was like extremely random or in some cases she was you know react to what i said or like i don’t understand it just didn’t appear like she was super present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are signing up for a therapist you need to complete like this questionnaire and they assign you to someone therefore i completed the questionnaire once again um and it you have to go into you understand well i entered into depth on my situation and so that didn’t actually feel excellent to have to go through that process all over again um however i was like whatever so that brand-new therapist got appointed to me and after that she sent me a message that stated you really ought to be searching for someone who concentrates on this i would encourage you to change your provider so then i needed to refill out the um questionnaire once again go through that entire trauma of filling it out once again and after that i was assigned to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist however she still was responsive enough therefore then i signed up for a video for Better Help Anonymous
so it cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial assistance um and the the one thing that i really actually taken pleasure in about um better assistance was the fact that i could talk to my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i started doing i was i was talking with my therapist non-stop through text so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wished to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video choice therefore when i did that um the connection and the chemistry and all of the important things that i felt like we built just wasn’t there and i didn’t.